Not one of them ever took as much from me as she has… I guess it’s because we were together 7 years while my other relationships never lasted more than 3. So that’s four more years of accumulated stuff she took.
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I’m not pissed off, I’m just upset and confused and really hurt.
Dealing With Massively Negative Energy; the story of Jackie, Lauren and Dawn
Posted: July 30, 2010 in My Heart, my soul… you see, you have to look at it from the perspective of negative reinforcement. Jackie is Dawn’s best friend. Jackie doesn’t like me and thinks I’m after her daughter. So naturally Jackie is voicing her fears to Dawn, Dawn… who out of pride would defend me to her friend, but Jackie has planted a seed of doubt. So now once again an innocent picture now becomes the critical mass for a witch hunt. Dawn has already called Jackie, and now Jackie is calling me and all hell is breaking lose.
I have expressed to him my concerns about using derogatory terminology such as racial slander… yet when some kids came over and said they were running from door to door ringing bells, he said… “Oh, nigger knocking” I said that is a racial slander. He said “I’m not racist, that’s just what you call it when you do that.”
Dawn and I were engaged to be married. We lived together for 7 years in an apartment owned by Stuart Management with her daughter, Shelby Renae Varela (who later moved out when she was 18) and her son Jamel Randal Varela 14 years old.
So, here I am. Following in the footsteps of so many others.
